To Pray With Confidence

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There is this part in Mass where the priest says: “And now, let us pray with confidence in the words our Savior gave us.” This is followed by the Our Father. I hear these words each week but, recently, they took on special meaning. While my father was in surgery, I stayed with my mother and we waited by her ipad (modern day pacing of hospital halls) for words from my brother who was at the hospital. My 2 1/2 year old daughter, perhaps sensing the tension and worry while playing in the room we were sitting in, heard us talking about “Poppy.” She said “Poppy’s going to be alright and he’s gonna come home.” Just like that.

From that moment, I decided, that rather than sit in worry, I should just pray with confidence that my father would recover. He came out of surgery in exactly the amount of time that the surgeon estimated and that was a great sign. However, I nearly fainted when I was able to see my father in ICU. He had so many tubes. I could see how uncomfortable he was and it broke my confidence. The next day, I held vigil with my siblings waiting for my father to come out of sedation. I could see that my brother, who is a physician, was concerned that there was a problem. I decided not to go to the hospital on the 3rd day because I was getting discouraged and my worry was clouding my ability to pray with confidence. Then, my sense of humor kicked in. I told my siblings that watching Dad recover was like watching paint dry and I was not going to sit by his bed for another day and watch him drool. They knew I was joking, but it was my way of saying to them this: He is going to be alright and he is going to come home! So, I stayed with my mother and I de-cluttered his side of the bed and his favorite areas of the house, getting ready for his return. The next morning, I got a text from my brother that said: Dad is back 100%!!!

Therefore let us draw near with confidence to the throne of grace, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help in time of need. ~Hebrews 4:16

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About Shiela

I am a 40-something mother of five children from high school to kindergarten. I am a Licensed Professional Counselor and art therapist by trade but my vocation is to be a mom. I discovered apologetics while cruising around social networks and finding my faith under attack. I approach apologetics with humor and everyday stories. I hope to ignite a fire of joyful catholic culture that will spread throughout the world.

8 responses »

  1. Wonderful post! I’d never thought about those words, “Let us pray with confidence…” like that. This is going to totally change the way I pray. Thanks Shiela!

  2. Beautiful! Thank you sweet sister! Praying with confidence is so hard sometimes. A beautiful reminder of Dads recovery and the power of praying… with the confidence of a child.

    Matthew 18:3
    “Amen, I say to you, unless you turn and become like children,* you will not enter the kingdom of heaven.

  3. I loved this, and it really hit home that having confidence in the Lord is part of the prayer after reading this. It has made me take a good look at how I have been praying. Thank you 🙂

  4. I am Mom … I was with Shiela and baby Gianna awaiting word many times during that long week that ‘Dad’ was improving. ‘Praying with confidence’ was encouraged by the positive attitude of Shiela and her four siblings. I felt sure GOD was hearing them and wouldn’t let them down … and that made it possible for me to pray with sincere confidence that my Philip would soon be home to pray again with me by his side.
    And GOD was listening indeed. Thank you for this reminder, Shiela!

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